How you need to steep jealousy and maliciousness to grow in life and achieve your goals

 For the longest time in my life I was hiding my dreams, I was hiding my passions and I was hiding all of my achievements because I was afraid that people would destroy them. I was afraid that people would copy me and then get better at what I started.

I was afraid of people around me making other choices then me and then it turning out that those choices were better than what I chose. 

Were those feelings understandable? YES. But were they good for me and people around me? Probably not. More likely they were the cause for me for feeling to be stagnating, not realising my potential and overall feeling stuck and unhappy. 

However this has to end and I will tell you how. 

I will speak from my soul because mind doesn't have much to say about matters like that. 

In fact Eckhart Tohle says: you can't be successful until you stop feeling miserable when you see other people being succesfull. If you want success you need to wish it for everyone, you need to cheer with your neighbours and friends for when they achieve something. 

If you try to elevate others you will elevate yourself with them. We just need to open our cards and support others by making our actions visible. Not trying to put yourself over others, in Gods eyes we are all equal we are all loved. But trying your best, to be the best version of yourself and realise your potential and dreams.