what if everyone was only once and aloneness and unity was the same thing?

What if you were a rare kind of person that wouldn't be able to love. Of what use would all the talk about love be to you? Let's imagine you didn't know ehitcs nor wisdom, let's imagine there is no way to prepare for tomorrow. What use would all the religons and philosophies be to you? 

Now imagine you had something in you. Something no one else has and therefore nobody ever spoke of. Wouldn't it be a waste if you would have spent whole your life turned outside, trying to find the peace, love and wisdom everyone says is real? What if you are the only person in the world that can't feel those things? You would spend your whole life looking for it, while the individual and only yours system would be in you left unnoticed. 

There is not a big difference between a person that always speaks and a person that never speaks but a constant monologue is going on in her mind. Where there is ego and clinging, there can't be aloneness. 

And if all is one. And there is no distance between you and God. And if there is no distance between you and others either, there is a perfect aloneness, oneness. 

And if you feel that, you can stand in the middle of a busy street or talk on the phone, read a book and still be perfectly solitary. Solus meaning one.